I'm not quite sure how so much time passed... but that's always been a problem here at Bridget's Flame.
So...these many weeks...what have I been doing? I promised myself more art time and I have been doing that, I've also been pondering. And musing. And considering. There has been a little hatching of plans and dreams. There has also been nearly three weeks of illness. A 'virus' then a secondary infection causing pharyngitis. Boring. And exhausting.
Today I am tired. The
So, I'm trying to listen to the messages my body is sending. Rest, relax, recover. I'm trying to be easy on myself and not give in to tantrums because I can't do the things I want to do just yet. I'm trying to learn the lesson that I've been avoiding learning for months...years. I realised the other day that this has happened before, a few times in fact, at the equinox. It's as though the earth in balance highlights my own lack of it and sidelines me. I'm learning that I can't do everything. Also, it's ok that I can't do everything. It's ok to stop sometimes.
Clearly I'm a slow learner.
As we begin Spring and move towards Summer here in the Southern Hemisphere I've decided to make some changes. The planning continues (in a very relaxed way) and things are going to be very different...and better.